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I'm blah today.
I've been doing a little thinking about my future. It is freaking me out. I haven't slept much the last two nights.
I was up watching "The Pelican Brief from 1:21 to 3:00 am last night, then I went and laid in bed for another 30 minutes. The more I tried to keep my eyes closed the more they wanted to stay open.
I've decided to take myself out of the world of instant messaging. I'm going to call the gym and get my ass signed up in the next week.
I hope it's just the rainy weather that is making me feel this way. If that's the case, I'm in trouble. They are calling for rain all weekend.
I've been doing a little thinking about my future. It is freaking me out. I haven't slept much the last two nights.
I was up watching "The Pelican Brief from 1:21 to 3:00 am last night, then I went and laid in bed for another 30 minutes. The more I tried to keep my eyes closed the more they wanted to stay open.
I've decided to take myself out of the world of instant messaging. I'm going to call the gym and get my ass signed up in the next week.
I hope it's just the rainy weather that is making me feel this way. If that's the case, I'm in trouble. They are calling for rain all weekend.
posted by sunshine at 9:32 AM
4 Comments:
don't worry. you have a bright future. you are gonna be able to watch that beautiful little girl grow up. rainy weather makes us all feel lousy. but rain makes everythign beautiful. Mmmmmmmm
Sunshine! I have returned to give you kisses for being sweet and coming to visit me in return! ***
Sounds like you are feeling a little meloncholy. I get that way too (funnily enough, right before I dyed my hair back and joined a gym) You can do it! I know you can!
I always feel a little down when it rains too. We just had a bunch of showers, and I always have those weird dreams I wrote about during them.
Try and gowith it, remember you have the right to feel crappy and sad too, babe.
AG
I'm not looking forward to the rainy week either. Autum is always a time for transition though. It's good that you're "collecting yourself." I'm trying (albeit without much success) to do the same...
-h
Sunshine! Wow. I am back. Again. I wanted you to know I read the rest of your blog (I hadn't made it all the way through last time) and I ahve to tell you, I feel like you do all the time. Sometiems I feel more real on my computer being AG thananywhere else. Its kinda sad. But keep feeling.
Also, I hate you for going to NIN. Wow. That and Peal Jam...you must live somewhere cool, 'cause we don't get crap like that around here.
AG
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