My Pallet....

This is going to be scatter-brained. I have way too many thoughts in my head. Let me start with the biggest one. Lonliness. I don't have a fear of being alone, obviously, I left my husband, more that I hate to be lonely. I tend to have the need to surround myself with others. This will in turn cause me possibly to push them away. Though I'm told if I'm just myself and someone walks away from me, it was them with the problem and not me, but if I push myself on them, then I will push them away. Hope that made sense, I know what I mean.

Secondly, I live in fear. A huge mistake. One of my biggest obstacles that I need to overcome. I NEED to start taking control over MY life. Not do what is expected of me, or what I think is expected of me, rather live my life making my own choices and deal with the consequences as they come.

This entire week I was on vacation is nearing an end. The entire week was non-stop action, never a dull moment and never any down time, only to sleep. I loved it. Not having to be anywhere at any given time. Never having to set an alarm.

I'm healing, from head to toe.

Lesson Learned......I'm a junkfood-aholic. (No relevance to this post, just a fun fact)