A Long Week....
I don't know why but I have not blogged for almost a week. I didn't even miss it. I have either been too busy or too tired to sit here and compile my thoughts.
I just don't feel like sharing my life with anyone at this moment. I have done some shitty things over the past couple of weeks. Not that I feel that terrible about my actions, but I feel shitty for the way they have made other people feel. I don't like anyone looking at me any differently. I'm just struggling to find my groove. So I dabbled...a little bit.
Last Friday I went out with some friends. Saturday I spent the day with Mmmmm at an amusement park. Sunday was my birthday, Mmmmm spent half of the day with me making me a Tandy Cake so that I could take it into work and share w/ my friends.
Monday and Tuesday remain a blur. Wed, Thurs and today I had to be at work at 7 am. At night I am extremely tired. I fell asleep on the couch at 7 on Thursday. I don't like to not have any energy. It would help if I ate.
I found out on Tuesday that my co worker is pregnant. Great! She will now be out when it is the busiest time of the year for us. So that means I will be working a million extra hours and not getting paid for them. I need a change of pace. I'm fading into non existance in that hell hole.
I will once again be away from the blog for a while. Mmmmm and I leave for vacation on Monday until Thursday. Friday will be relax and laundry day. Blog catch up day too. Saturday I have plans to go see fireworks with a friend of mine I haven't seen in a while.
I'm getting ahead here, but Tard will be in town next week from Thurs to Wed so I hope to see her too. Not to mention when she leaves, I LEAVE WITH HER for stretch 2 of my summer vacations.
I'm trying to keep busy, but when I do it seems to lead me into tempatation and trouble, so I force myself to sleep and keep busy in other ways. I know that barely made sense, but I know what I mean : )
I just don't feel like sharing my life with anyone at this moment. I have done some shitty things over the past couple of weeks. Not that I feel that terrible about my actions, but I feel shitty for the way they have made other people feel. I don't like anyone looking at me any differently. I'm just struggling to find my groove. So I dabbled...a little bit.
Last Friday I went out with some friends. Saturday I spent the day with Mmmmm at an amusement park. Sunday was my birthday, Mmmmm spent half of the day with me making me a Tandy Cake so that I could take it into work and share w/ my friends.
Monday and Tuesday remain a blur. Wed, Thurs and today I had to be at work at 7 am. At night I am extremely tired. I fell asleep on the couch at 7 on Thursday. I don't like to not have any energy. It would help if I ate.
I found out on Tuesday that my co worker is pregnant. Great! She will now be out when it is the busiest time of the year for us. So that means I will be working a million extra hours and not getting paid for them. I need a change of pace. I'm fading into non existance in that hell hole.
I will once again be away from the blog for a while. Mmmmm and I leave for vacation on Monday until Thursday. Friday will be relax and laundry day. Blog catch up day too. Saturday I have plans to go see fireworks with a friend of mine I haven't seen in a while.
I'm getting ahead here, but Tard will be in town next week from Thurs to Wed so I hope to see her too. Not to mention when she leaves, I LEAVE WITH HER for stretch 2 of my summer vacations.
I'm trying to keep busy, but when I do it seems to lead me into tempatation and trouble, so I force myself to sleep and keep busy in other ways. I know that barely made sense, but I know what I mean : )
posted by sunshine at 9:00 PM
3 Comments:
glad you're keeping busy and have lots of plans, I bet some of them will be blog-worthy!
Hope you are enjoying your manicness, I missed your comments!
I've always felt that if blogging feels like a burden, then it's not worth it. When I have a story to tell I can't wait to type it up.
I hope you feel like telling a story when you come back. And thanks for the kind words you left on my blog. If you come to NY this summer we could absolutely meet up (all three of us maybe).
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