Happy Birthday to ME !!!
Wow....
I don't even know where to begin. I'm another year older, but not any wiser. I have been sitting here staring at the screen for hours. I don't know what to write. I would love to write about my weekend, but I find myself being selfish for I want to keep it all to myself.
It was wonderful, it was fun filled, it was perfect.
I kind of hurt someone I care about, and who cares about me and I feel like shit for that. But on the other hand, I made peace with that person as well. I have learned to just be myself and let people see me for me. I am far from perfect and far from intelligent. I am also compationate and caring, a good listener and someone you would want in your corner. I know I am pumping my own ego here, but it's about time I did.
The last week for me has been challenging, and it hasn't been filled with the most respectable of moments, but this weekend was just what I needed to close the door on the last week.
What happened this weekend will go in my treasure chest, along with so many other wonderful memories that I have.
I'm back! I stood up for myself today when it came to the "X". It felt empowering and I loved it. I'm taking control of my life again. I just have to keep reminding myself that I deserve it. I worked for everything that I have and it's mine. My strength and endurance are mine too. My future is mine as well.
This weekend changed a lot of things for me. It opened my eyes to reality. My heart smiled for the first time in over a year. I was Sunshine, no guard was up, no act was on. I gave it my all....and it was recieved well.
Thank you for all the bday wishes from my fellow bloggers. I won't forget any of you when your days come.
Lesson Learned.....Time will heal all wounds, but for now, Apple Pie and Tandy cake will fill them up. YUMMY!!!
I don't even know where to begin. I'm another year older, but not any wiser. I have been sitting here staring at the screen for hours. I don't know what to write. I would love to write about my weekend, but I find myself being selfish for I want to keep it all to myself.
It was wonderful, it was fun filled, it was perfect.
I kind of hurt someone I care about, and who cares about me and I feel like shit for that. But on the other hand, I made peace with that person as well. I have learned to just be myself and let people see me for me. I am far from perfect and far from intelligent. I am also compationate and caring, a good listener and someone you would want in your corner. I know I am pumping my own ego here, but it's about time I did.
The last week for me has been challenging, and it hasn't been filled with the most respectable of moments, but this weekend was just what I needed to close the door on the last week.
What happened this weekend will go in my treasure chest, along with so many other wonderful memories that I have.
I'm back! I stood up for myself today when it came to the "X". It felt empowering and I loved it. I'm taking control of my life again. I just have to keep reminding myself that I deserve it. I worked for everything that I have and it's mine. My strength and endurance are mine too. My future is mine as well.
This weekend changed a lot of things for me. It opened my eyes to reality. My heart smiled for the first time in over a year. I was Sunshine, no guard was up, no act was on. I gave it my all....and it was recieved well.
Thank you for all the bday wishes from my fellow bloggers. I won't forget any of you when your days come.
Lesson Learned.....Time will heal all wounds, but for now, Apple Pie and Tandy cake will fill them up. YUMMY!!!
posted by sunshine at 10:26 PM
4 Comments:
it sounds like your life is really coming togeather. birthdays are best spent with good friends. im so happy everything worked out so well. mmmmmmmmmm
Glad you enjoyed your big day. Did you get your "card"?
I dunno what Tandy cake is but some apple pie sounds good!
Where are you sunshine? I want a post from you!!! Don't know if I can get out of my cousin's thing. We may be looking at an August visit... :(
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