Freaking out a bit..
Ok, so about an hour ago, I told my x that I was seeing someone. It was one of those things I didn't want to say. Not that it should matter, but it's none of his business. I don't want him to try to pry (as he has in the past). I'm a bit freaked out, but that is the only info he got, no name or any other specifics. I guess he was going to find out eventually anyway. Right??
Besides that slip up, I did have a decent friendly conversation with him that remained all about our daughter except for that bit of info that slipped out, but he started it. Anyway.
I have nothing exciting really planned this weekend. I'm actually feeling a bit lonely and down today, with no really good reason to. I'm just in one of those moods to spend the time I have alone. I'm feeling anti social. I'm even thinking of shutting my cell off, I don't want any calls. I probably won't though. I should.
On a side note: I received an early xmas present last night from Mmmmm. It was a CD that he had compiled just for me. I love it. It is awesome. That's what presents should be all about, from the heart. It was one of the most thoughtful gifts I ever received. I have been playing it over and over. It's really good. I'm still trying to figure out all of the songs on it, because he didn't give me the play list. Still I'm enjoying it.
Besides that slip up, I did have a decent friendly conversation with him that remained all about our daughter except for that bit of info that slipped out, but he started it. Anyway.
I have nothing exciting really planned this weekend. I'm actually feeling a bit lonely and down today, with no really good reason to. I'm just in one of those moods to spend the time I have alone. I'm feeling anti social. I'm even thinking of shutting my cell off, I don't want any calls. I probably won't though. I should.
On a side note: I received an early xmas present last night from Mmmmm. It was a CD that he had compiled just for me. I love it. It is awesome. That's what presents should be all about, from the heart. It was one of the most thoughtful gifts I ever received. I have been playing it over and over. It's really good. I'm still trying to figure out all of the songs on it, because he didn't give me the play list. Still I'm enjoying it.
posted by sunshine at 2:44 PM
3 Comments:
im really glad you like your cd. sorry about the playlist. no excuse, im just stupid. the music is the important part. i like to give personal gifts, i didnt u would like it this much. im touched. happy holidays!!!!!
Mmmmmm
I'm sure things will be okay with the X. I know how much that stuff worries you though, so I'm sending hugs. And yay for Mmmm's CD!
:)
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Now that's what I'd have done for prezzies, if I were at home!
Maybe I'll do Xmas for Bloggy buds in March, eh?
xxx
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