Blog Has been compromised

I have been mentally agonizing over the last few days what to do about this blog. Today my identity was compromised on Flash's blog.

It's ok Flash, I'm not upset about it.

Problem with me is that I've always been paranoid about having this blog anyway. That is evident by the fact that I have deleted this thing 2 times in the past. No. I'm not going to delete what is currently here, but I'm not going to add to it anymore either.

It seems that I am going in a cycle in my life. I think it's time to close this chapter and move on. Let's face it, I don't write for me anymore and that defeats the purpose. I can't and haven't been completely honest here because I know some of the readers on a more personal basis and I want to maintain some kind of dignity and descretion.

I'm a fraud.

I'm not really who I perceive to be in this blog. I need an identity check. On top of the reality one.

A long time ago I use to believe that if you just were yourself that everything would work out in the end. I hope I was right otherwise I'm going to be left very alone in this world.

Thanks for all the support given to me here in my comments section. But I can't play along with this charade anymore.

Yes.....I won't be too far. Yes.....I will still comment on other blogs.

The last year has been an evolution for me. The last year has made me stronger in a lot of ways, but in a huge way it has broken me down.

I don't want to play along with the game anymore.

I want out.

I'm taking that much needed space.

I'm hiding, that might be a better way of stating it.

So goodbye fellow bloggers. I only wish I knew who all my readers were. It would be nice if I got a comment from those silent readers...even if anonymous.

Carpe Diem

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