Don't feel like it anymore.......
I just don't feel like being here anymore, or anywhere for that matter. I'm emotionally breaking down. I hope it's just all the holiday stress. I'm depressed because my apartment is in shambles. I know a lot of it is presents scattered around, but more of it is just that I'm lazy and I'm never home anymore to take care of it. I've decided to make myself and my apartment more of a priority. I also am depressed about money at the moment, I used my credit card way too much in the last month, now I'm back to where I was before I paid it off 2 months ago. I'll get it paid off again, just will take a while.
I'm also depressed about my vacations this summer and if I'll be able to take any on my own with out my daughter. Usually I go to NYC for a Friday and Saturday, but this year I don't think I'll be going. For money and the fact that I might not have the vacation time.
Let's see. This might be the last post until I can pick up the pieces of my life and get all these things listed above resolved. I am tired of blogging, tired of being responsible, but most of all tired of people. I am in desperat need of some ALONE time and I'm going to take it, though some people won't understand why.
I'm also depressed about my vacations this summer and if I'll be able to take any on my own with out my daughter. Usually I go to NYC for a Friday and Saturday, but this year I don't think I'll be going. For money and the fact that I might not have the vacation time.
Let's see. This might be the last post until I can pick up the pieces of my life and get all these things listed above resolved. I am tired of blogging, tired of being responsible, but most of all tired of people. I am in desperat need of some ALONE time and I'm going to take it, though some people won't understand why.
posted by sunshine at 1:34 PM
4 Comments:
don't sweat it Sunshine. We all feel the same way this time of year. It will pass. Look on the bright side of things. We all care about you. And don't worry so much about a summer vacation, because you can go somewhere and have a good time and not have to spend a lot of money. And my place is a big mess too right now and so are 90% of the people's that I visited this past weekend. You'r only human. You are doing the best you can for your daughter right now and thats all that matters. Don't stress so much about little things. Enjoy life, cause if you keep looking back you will miss you whole life. Make every day special and reward yourself anyhow u like. I suggest M&M's chocolate mint ice cream. It's worth it!!!!!! Being happy every day is more important than trying to over-achieve or accoplish imposibble goals. We are all here to talk. Just reach out and touch someone. Mmmmmm
You know you've got love coming from me! Hope you get to feeling better. And congrats on the tree...did you get all cleaned up?
Still looking for a cabana person...heh heh heh.
I hope you feel better! Just wanted to wish you a happy new year. Let´s make it a great one!
I´ll call you when I´m back...
lots of love,
h
Hello you & happy new year.
I'm sorry to hear that you're down in the dumps & I wish there was something I could do to fix you.
I hate that life has distanced me from you but I want you to know you are often in my thoughts & your friendship still means as much to me as it always has.
Mega big hugs & kisses (which given my current location would have to be french!)
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