Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Howdy!

Wow, I forgot my password it's been so long.

Anyway, I'm actually doing very well these days. I have been going to the gym faithfully. I feel really good about that. My legs are still getting sore, but I don't feel anything on upper body. I think I need to try a few more pounds and a few new excersises.

I had another good weekend. I saw the Pink Panther. I wasn't really excited about going to see it, but it ended up being rather funny. I enjoyed myself, the popcorn was not as good as I had hoped for :(

Work is so slow, I have nothing to do. Nothing.

I got another random phonecall this past Friday. The guy said I called him? Huh? That my phone # was in his phone? I didn't know anyone by his name. He proceeded to ask me what I looked like, if I was single, and if I wanted to go out on a date sometime. I declined, but I did keep his # (just incase I ever need a date).

The X and I had to spend some time together this past Friday (only and hour), but I was left feeling....nothing. Yay! I was worried it would be awkward (it was) and that I might have all these feeling flood back. But not at all. I actually kinda let some info that I knew about him slip, which upset him, and rightfully so. So on Sunday we had about a 30 min heart to heart. I apologized for all the hurt I caused him, but also let him know I made the right decision and I stand firm on not going back to him. The reason I had to call him on Sunday in the first place was to ask him if he could watch our daughter for a week in July so I could take a vacation alone!! He agreed.

On Monday, he watched her so I could take my parents out for a nice dinner and upon me picking her up he crossed the line. I was strapping our daughter into her carseat and he came up behind me and smacked my ass. I let it go. I hurried up and finished belting her in and got in the car. I ignored it. I probably should have addressed it and let him know that was not acceptable, but I was too shocked.

Yesterday, I heard nothing from him, then today he emailed me and told me the following:

If you ever need to talk about anything, need a ride somewhere or need a hug, just let me know. Sometimes I need a hug. One more thing, don't ever and I mean ever think for a minute that your not beautiful & sexy. Plus your very smart. I don't think I'll ever get over the feelings I had for you. Have a nice day. Oh I forgot, Flight Plan was good

I did not respond. Why can't I just be left to move on. I'm doing that. I've found someone with whom I happy. I'm finally living for me! ME!!

Ok, back to looking busy at work.

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